9 days post surgery and feeling a bit better

As many of you may have seen on facebook, I was disappointed with the results when I first saw my foobs last Monday.  The shape is very different than I expected and initially they felt very "plastic".  But they're feeling more natural now.  The rippling of the implant at the top is still somewhat obvious, but hopefully once I have the fat grafting done in early March, it won't be an issue anymore. I go back tomorrow to hopefully have the drains taken out.  They are such a pain!

I had a pretty crappy day that Monday after surgery, but that level of emotion is seriously draining.  I know it sounds crazy, but it's just easier to accept the results.  This doesn't mean that I won't continue to fight for the best new foobs, but the crying and such isn't worth the effort right now :P  I also trust my surgeon and know that he'll do everything he can to make me happy.

In other news, I've been thinking about tattoos.  Part of me wants to have nipple tattoos done, but a bigger part of me wants a really beautiful floral tattoo.  I always come back to this one:

isn't it beautiful?  I'd probably add some elements of me into it, but I'd love something like this.  Besides, only Ray, my docs and I would see them.  The tattoos will be the very last thing that happens, so it might be at least another year.  

So that's my latest update.  The plan is to do fat grafting early March.  Hopefully that'll make me happier!